aware

Last night i was feeling weird, so i decided i needed some silence and a whole lot of Jesus. So i sought out  silence, and what happened next cannot be described. God had shown me something that shook my faith,  i was so aware of myself, my being, my spirit. Even more so i was aware of God and His awesome presence. He gave me revelation that was so moving. i don't know if i will ever look at things the same again. pray for strength and pray for wisdom for me. After last night i am so aware of myself and the condition of my heart; its scary. God told me what i need to be doing with my life and im OK with it....its terrifying. i am conscious.